- Cannot go to family gatherings out of fear that the relatives will start asking me what are my future plans. And i don't know =/
- Paranoid that I might die anytime. Think positive!
- Wish I can see and touch(Hur) Jake Gyllenhaal. Just watched Prince of Persia. He's too freaking hot in it.
- Have to do up the resume.
- Avoid taking photos. The face fats have piled on
- Need sleep
Just to put a face to my new cute guy. HAHA
After 3 years of slogging our guts out (most of us but not me), this is the day that we have been waiting for. All the ups and downs we had together are being kept as precious memories that will last for a lifetime. I'll never forget the times we had together; our lunch breaks, the kaki fuyongs, the bentos, squeezing in the lift, copying assignments, going late for classes, leavin damn early from classes, skipping classes, playing restaurant city during tutorials, mugging for exams, the endless class dramas.
Wo bi ye le!! Don't have to come back next sem!!
PS. If the skirt isnt short, den it isnt me ardy lah! HAHAHA
I've always like very high places. I wanna be up up up up in the skyy.
Damn cool if there is somewhere like this in spore.
Every now and then I would often dream of my favourite hamster. The one I reared for about a year and died when I was like in primary school. I don't know why but I dream of my hamster like every year, it turned scary. I think maybe I was guilty? The night before it died, it already looked very sick and restless and it was already at around 12 when I checked on it. There wasn't much I could do. I cried and demanded my mum to let me bury it at the
carpark below my place (She waned to throw down the rubbish chute -__-"). I never found out why did my hamster die. Thou my bro told me its cos I gave him weird things to eat =/ I couldn't remember thou.
AHH. Anyways I always feel damn bad after dreaming of my hamster. It's like if time can turn back I feel like it wouldn't have to leave so early.
AHHHHHH.
- They say there are no accidents. Sometimes reality comes crashing into us. Other times it dawns on us slowly, despite our best efforts to ignore it.
- With enough time , we all find what we are looking for. Even if it was there all along.
- Sometimes it's hard to see the line we've drawn until we crossed them. That's when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back and give us something to hold onto. Then there are the clearly marked lines. The ones that if you dare cross, you may never find your way back.
PS: There isnt anything much going on right now. Maybe except that I kinda like justin bieber like all tweens too ? Just that, Im not really that young anymore.
Jenny: So what's step two?
Chuck: Get him drunk. Take advantage of him. Do women really not get this?
Have been sleeping at about 6am and waking at 12pm for two days in a row. Whats worse is I slept at ard 5am last night and I'm already up and have taken breakfast with my parents.
I WANT BACK MY OLD SLEEPING PATTERN PLEASE =(
Was out with the lunch clique for dinner and post dinner activities.
Hooters was cool! First time trying hoegarden and its surprisingly good! Better den corona aleast. That drink kills me.
Has been damn long since I took the night rider home, solo. Kinda lonely but its a start to my independency I guess !
Really appreciated Xianling and Edmund texting me to text them when I'm home. I used to have a friend that does that too. Damn touching! haha.
Anyhow, it was a good night =D
If only I am a a little braver. I would really like that. But then, its gonna be for all the wrong reasons. And maybe some right ones.Ps. To these non-existent people whom are actually reading my blog. Pardon me for all the incoherent posts recently. Its just that I'm in a confused state of mind and I'm not much of a writer to pen my thoughts down exactly.
Woke up feeling aching all over. Must have been the gym yesterday. Yes, I went to the gym again! This time round,
truly to build up muscles. No more
ogling at cute guys. And I'm like 46kg now. So one more kg down to have my desired weight! Meanwhile, have to stop myself from eating so much! Especially chocolates and junk food. I have the tendency to find things to eat while I'm slacking away at home. Which is like, most of the life.
Still looking for a job. Life is hard.
